Devious Journal EntryI will check out all my people's pages, just not today
Toodles.
SomebodySomebodySomebody
Need somebody to rescue me From myself From the demons raging inside my head From the pain in my heart that refuses to leave
Need somebody to rescue me To wipe away these never ending tears To protect me from the nightmares The dark dreams that plague me at night
Need somebody to rescue me To come and save me To stop me from harming myself further To take aware the cursed bottle
Need somebody to rescue me Take away this horrible ache within Take away the shame that comes the morning after Take away the constant
ItItIt
It speaks to me Making promises it cannot keep Numbing the pain Allowing everything to slip away
It speaks to me Has me under its spell Makes me into something I am not Makes me do things I would not normally do
It speaks to me Taunts me in the dead of night I can hear its maniacal laughter in my dreams The morning after when everything rushes back
It speaks to me Sings a sweet, sweet song A song I cannot ignore A song I cannot resist
It speaks to me It knows me all too well My weakness
ValentineValentineValentine
She picks the petals one by one, watching as they float down to the floor. Her cheeks are wet from salty tears spilt, spilt for her lover, spilt for her, spilt for the day they would never again share. She sobs, her shoulders shaking, her body trembling, with grief long suppressed. She had to stay strong, strong for their unborn son, their gift.
For months and months they tried. Different diets, different doctors, different herbs. Finally one day, the stripe was blue not pink. Not once, but four times. She had shed tears of joy that day, tears of happiness. Someone had been watching from above, had finally
Please Don'tPlease Don’tPlease Don't
Please don’t play me I’ve been let down Too many times before
Please don’t hurt me This heart of mine Can’t take too much more
Please don’t taunt me Toy with me like a puppet I’m too weak to stop you
Please don’t make a fool of me That sort of betrayal
Is more than I can bear.
Please don’t pull away Not when I am so close to knowing you Not when I am willing to take a chance
Please don’t change your mind I’m not going to wait around long For you to make a decision.
Suicide“Suicide”Suicide
Knife in hand, I stare down at my blood stained skin. I begin to be lost in thought wondering about this sin.
Staring at the glowing crimson, I sit, unable to see when, why, and how. I begin to wonder, why am I like this now?
Awaiting an answer, I blink, hoping for a release. But it seems life has yet created another crease.
Eyes closing, My heart has grown cold. My thoughts become only lost wonders.
The knife in hand, I let it slip just slightly, My skin tears open, the crimson glowing brightly.
my soul.my soul.my soul.
Triangles of ivy, broken on the floor; so that the sun’s light could enter. Allowing life to spill, and stain the truth beneath, so that a divine light would enter.
A burning light (so bright) and full of meaning. Merely thought? Or true religion? Believing in existence outside one’s self-importance.
Wilted, worthless – these crumbled leaves, smoulder under the burning-bright gaze. Misted memories, these forgotten tears, to be wiped away be gentle hands.
The melancholy tha
grow.
impose.
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Anthony and Dana--December 1, 2007
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